As of now I’m really not so sure of where my life is going to lead. I spent the last decade philosophizing my ideals and perspectives in life. Setting aside my frustrations and just living the life that I thought I was supposed to live. No plans, simply visions of what I can become. It wasn’t perfect but it was sound enough to say that I was existing.
Reality check, I became older I’ve learned to rationalize my actions and their consequences. I’ve come to accept that there are things in this life that you just cannot have. Hurting and disappointing as they may be. They are just proof that I gave them a shot and took risks. Even if I knew I wasn’t ready yet, even if in the eyes of others such was unacceptable.
I wouldn’t say that I live my life with NO REGRETS; however there are times I wish I could have done things differently. But hey let’s cut ourselves some slack, because after all life is not perfect.